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I read a great quote in Thailand the other day plastered on some kind of advertisement. It asked, “Why are children so intelligent & men so stupid? It must be the education.” Growing up is hard & often sad when we think about what we endured as kids, especially when we put it into perspective as paranoid adults looking to undermine everything & judge every action based on whether or not it’s safe or just plain acceptable or not. There are too many rules & rights & wrongs now it’s disgusting. Do you think this is what we as humans were meant to be doing here on earth? Maybe. Perhaps we are here to make plastic since no other being seems to be producing it. & when the earth has plenty it’ll find a way to kill us off by turning our own minds against us. Maybe we’re here to kick & scream & blow shit up. Maybe we’re here to squash bugs. Unfortunately no one left a manual that any two groups can agree on so we’re pretty much screwed, & everyone gets to be...

It seems like i've largely been able to reconcile my internal world with my external one. You know how everyone has an internal reality? Some conception of themselves they're striving for? Yeah, that idealized reality & the one in actuality are more often than not far apart. That very gap usually is responsible for a lot of people's pain. With that knowledge, I've made peace with myself. I've managed to come to terms with the fact that the hypothetical world in my head, one that has no sufferings, will never materialize. Be that as it may I still spend an inappropriate amount of time every night looking up at the sky,  as though I'm waiting for someone to come for me. Every time you get dressed, remember, if you die, that's your ghost outfit forever. A few days ago, a friend of mine berated me for the lack of ghost sightings on my part. Due to the nature of my job, & in no small measure, its location, many expect me to have a ghost tale or two to sh...