Ode to a moon
I think we missed our opportunity in life. I feel that had I been a little bit more sane back in the day, then you & I would have been close friends. I’m a loner. I don’t mind company, but I’d rather spend my time being left alone with my my own thoughts & imagine what couldn’t be. Reality is dull. Being a loner becomes its own art form overtime. The silence, your only escape. The silence can be so stimulating. Yeaa I’ve read too much existential philosophy to ever feel okay again. But I’ve said this before, you can be alone but not lonely. Lonely is nothing I've ever known. There are certain kind of people who lament the fact that they don’t have close friends but yet don’t do anything to create close friendships. I’m like that. If you came over to my house, I’d say ‘great they’re coming over’ & then I would find myself about a half an hour in wishing you would leave. I simply get sick of people after 10 minutes. I wish I had a stronger attachment to life. I could then...