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It's surprises me that it surprises people that I am holding the job I'm holding now. I'm not sure why. Perhaps because of my poor record? In almost all of my long term jobs so far, I have amassed quite a sum of warning letters. Without fail, those letters given to me were due to disciplinary problems. They were never about my competence. & since I was fired from my previous job, I guess it's halfway feasible that I'd amount to nothing. But life has a funny way of working. I never get what I want. But I get something better. Most of the time. Except for the girl aspect. I never got who I wanted & it all ended there. This job that I'm holding right now may seem a lot better than my previous one if you compare the salary but it's not really what I want. Yes, it's comparatively better but I feel it's not what I was meant to do. I'm not born to lead. Neither was I born to follow. I was born to do whatever I want. If you ask me how i got it, a...

Have you ever wondered to yourself if you're meant for great things? Or maybe something better than what you're going through right now? No? For me, it's every single day. Many times in this life, I have been labeled a social misfit by people around me. I never cared. I couldn't be bothered to prove otherwise as I feel the perception human beings have of someone cannot be altered simply because they are all born obstinate. Once someone makes up their mind, it's next to impossible to make him realize anything else. That's just how it is. By now you'd probably be wondering, why in the world is this guy talking like he's a different species? Perhaps I am. Most who know me should know that I live the life of an outcast. I never belong in any group. Sometimes, I feel relieved by this. Other times, I feel damn alleviated. Yes, I often am overjoyed at being alienated. Can't explain why. Just do. I don't see myself as superior or anything. I'm never ...