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I was awaken this morning by a bird which was hanging about on the porch of my bedroom window. I'm not sure what it was doing there. But it was on the ledge, chirping happily away without any qualms regarding its high pitch chirping. Whether or not it would affect me or whether or not I have had enough sleep. I haven't. I slept at around 3 the previous night. I was tossing & turning for a few hours. There was so much in my mind. These last few weeks, I've been feeling fatigued. I believe going to the gym 5 days a week for the last 5 months has finally taken a toll on me. I am both mentally & physically drained as we speak. But yet, I'm still writing. I still go to the gym as scheduled & I still can't fall asleep at times. I've been pondering on what a colleague told me the other day. When I say the other day, it can mean any time from yesterday to 364 days ago. So yeah. But we spoke yesterday. His words were eye opening. They made me wonder. It's...

I didn't know how strong the psychological power of someone being able to change you until recently. I decided on experimenting on a psychological theory I stumbled upon a few years ago. I've never actually tried it because I don't usually need to do much to dislike someone. If I look at your face & decide in my mind that I don't like it, I'll just detest you. At least until you say something smart to me then, I'd reconsider. So with that, I went into full gear. I opened the fridge door & took out the remaining piece of soursop. It was the remaining piece from the previous night's gobble session. I started to eat then the half cut soursop, while looking at a picture of her. Sounds weird & creepy but that's the whole point of it. Just to inform you, I've extremely hated that damn fruit since young. Never liked it. The attempt was to savor something I dislike the most while having a mental picture of her in my mind. & to get her in my m...