❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ Dead inside
I haven't been updating my blog as regularly as I wish too. I just haven't had the time. I know nobody reads these nonsense that I write but I do. I would browse through my blog annually to see the progress I've made in this sad life. Without fail though, for the last 4 years, I've been disappointed. I feel that I've been let down by myself. I'm used to people letting me down. I'm practically immune to it. But when it's me letting me down, I have absolutely no idea what to do. I would feel distraught. The one thing that keeps me going is hope. Although for very long now, it hasn't given me much to write home about. Well to hell with that. There are only 43 days left. I'll do whatever I feel like doing. I'll go to hell anyways. So, what are a few more bad shits. Just a few hundred more years added to the few thousands I'm already getting. The universe should be glad. I decided not to leave on a high note. So no massacres. All I feel like...