Wooo

I don't know why I even tried. But I've made my mind up. It's time to let her go. & bow out of the game. A game I never was good at. A game I never considered a game. I guess she'll never know. How she was my light at the end of the tunnel. The hope that kept me going. She'll never know the effort it took for me to learn her name. & how more than a year ago, when I first knew of her existence, I thought she was really special. She'll never know these words plus the 3000 odd more that I wrote in an attempt to make her understand. I wrote a frigging letter! Which she never got. Maybe it's not meant to be. We're just not fated. Even though that, I wish I knew the reason why she just decided to ignore me. Perhaps one fine morning, she woke up &, I don't know, maybe thought "this guy ain't worth my time." She is right. All I wanted was to meet her, talk to her, share her burden & care for her. I wanna experience that prett...