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There was once when I thought my life was over. I was balding & I thought I had cancer. Even if I didn't have cancer, being bald at the age of 19 would end all hopes of snagging a girlfriend. It wouldn't matter if I had cancer because I would die sooner or later but if it was a hair disease, my scalp would be a platform for ultra-violet rays to shine on for the rest of my life. That would seriously suck. Especially when people make exclamations like, "what a shine!" Wigs are quite a solution although not so for the monsoon season. It'll be a good workout getting it out of a tree. Be thankful if it hasn't been inhabited by mynas or pigeons. By end of may 2008, I had a very obvious bald spot at the back of my head. I had to wear a hat wherever I go. In class, the teachers would question me. I didn't know what to say nor do I know what to do. I didn't tell anyone. If I was fated to die, I'd rather die secretly & alone. On one fateful day, my g...

What if life is just a dream? Wow. I can ponder on that for hours. Or years. I didn't know death can be so peaceful. I think I'm dead. Inside. But it isn't as peaceful. I guess I really need to die mentally & spiritually too in order for that to happen. I recently crafted a new song to commemorate another failure. That's one more added to the growing list. So far, it's total up to 3926. Rest assure that this won't be the end. By my life's end, I will accumulate 200,000 more. If I'm lucky, I'll just add 150 more by world's end. That is if this world ends on the 21st of December. Luck has never been in my side, just to let you know. I can see people celebrating already. The world isn't gonna end since nothing goes my way. Faggots. People doubt my ability to write. I admit, they have every right to. But I don't care. Nobody gives a damn about your opinion. I, for one, never cared about what others say. Even more so when the words come fr...

Some people just don't learn do they? Regrets doing something in the past but continues doing something that leads to that something. Yeah not much people understand what I'm trying to say. But if you do, then you're not one of them mongrels I just mentioned. Or that person. You should very well know who you are. Bitch. Regrets are part & parcel of human existence. Who doesn't have them? Humans aren't perfect. We make mistakes. Which is why regrets exist. This would be the 1209th time I'm stating this. But it's fine. I don't mind sounding like a broken record if it means helping people. Especially mindless ones. So I was asked the other day. If i can control the space/time continuum & go back in time, what would i change from my past? That is a very good question indeed. Sounds better the 205th time I heard it. It's been years though since someone asked me that. So, unlike the 204 times when I said I'd go back & change the way 'ou...

I don't see a difference really. If you do everything with your girlfriend when you're not married, what's the difference when you get married? Might as well not get married at all. If you practically stay with her going against your mum & dad's will, it would be the same as cohabiting when you guys tie the knot. I'm not discouraging you. It's just stupid. The excitement would be gone. It takes everything out of marriage when you do everything a couple should do after marriage before marriage. Get it? No? Well let me break it down to you. Don't move too fast. It's totally fine to sleep with your 2 month old girlfriend on the same bed in your room. But you'll get tired of it before you two even get hitched. In a sense, I'm encouraging you. Know when too much is, well, too much. Obviously, that's only one of the many downsides. Getting bored is one thing. So slow down. But do note that true love exists. There are still the faithful type her...