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Tonight, i just feel like writing pointless stuff. I'm tired of all the serious stuff of these recent weeks. I'm can't do it. It's not my nature. Seriousness is just something that will happen once in a blue moon. That is if blue moons actually exist. I think they are just myths. Like my existence. You can ask my old friends or schoolmates. Ask about me & they will go like, "who?" or, "oh you mean that guy? I thought he died halfway through the term." Yeas. It's one disappoinment after the other. Just when you thought she would be the shining light, i was shone the battery. It was a form of evidence that showed it was fake. She, theoritically, was just a torch light. She beams but only to a certain extend. Unlike shining lights, torch lights die out. Now, she has. Another false hope. Pathetic shit i am. How many girls do you wanna like Wan? How long till you realize that nothing would go your way you foolish bastard? Okay. It doesn't matt...

A friend of mine knocked some real senses into me recently. It made so much sense, you can't bet your bottom dollar on it because you are gurantee to lose it. Yeap. So, it started off with this issue we had about the girls of today. We both agreed & came to the conclusion that the girls of our generation are pretty messed up. Almost as messed up as how that thing on my head which is, incidentally, called hair i think, used to be. My other buddy, also some sort of a sadist, agreed. We then suddenly came to this topic about why i've never had any girlfriends & how that is possible. I just told them that nothing is impossible. That's motivational isn't it? In a way. Depends on how you look at it really. Anyways, he said some awesome things, which i have totally forgotten, about girls & how they shouldn't be the reason for a wrecked life. I guess those things weren't so important afterall because if they were, i would have remembered it just as i did wit...

FIs are pussies. They really are. They love calling trainees pussies. But they have no idea who the real pussies are. Them. Basically, they are self-centered, arrogant, judgmental, egoistic & etc. Etc is a clever word to use when you run out of comparison subjects but still ain't really happy with what you have already mentioned. Yeap. Why am i saying all these? Here's why. These beasts we call FIs, the abbreviation of Field Instructors, are nsmen too. But yes, they are given the license to put us down. It's not hard to put people down. Everybody knows that. But the way they do it, they can only be described as animals. They have no feelings. They're like those terminator machines designed & programmed to torture us. That's all they know. It doesn't matter how, they just simply have to do it. & they have ways. They have a whole lot of ways. I don't wanna reveal too much so yea. That's as far as I can criticize these bitches. Those lowlife, sc...

Sometimes i wonder what kind of a guy am I. I hate clubbing, I don't drink & I don't screw young girls. The only clubs I know are football clubs. I do know a little about golf clubs and club cars actually. But does it even matter? The only drinks I drink are malts. I can't even have caffeine & carbon in my body. What a pathetic bitch. Don't even get me started on girls. The number of girls I know can't even compare to the number of Xbox games I have. What does that tell you? Yeah I'm a cool guy. Like the chilling type. But really, I hate it when someone asks me to chill. If I wanted to chill, I'd be in the fridge by now. Use some better words please. It sounds so barbaric & futuristic, at the same time, that it's stupid. I wonder who came up with that term. Must be a typical human being. Pfftt-uh! Normal guys would have hobbies like fighting or soccer or girls and sex. But me, I have interests like writing and video gaming. So I am categorize...