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Now how do you feel about 10 men sleeping in the same room together? Not together on the same bed of course. That would be very disturbing. But yeah, even if that isn't the case, it still sounds awkwardly weird right, 10 grown men in one room? Unless you're a bitch. Bitches love that. They wouldn't find it weird at all. In fact, they would find it exceptionally fantastic. It's like an all you can eat buffet for them. Skanks. For me, it's fun. Not in that sense. I know what you're thinking. I'm sure most of you weren't hoping for that. An eligible bachelor, enjoying the company of 9 other men. It's not like we have a choice. Anyways, i'm gay. Gay as in happy, twerps. I'm still straight. Not a homo. Yet. I haven't lost faith in the fairer sex so i believe one day, she will walk into my life. Maybe, almost unknowingly. Perhaps, she may have already be in it just that i don't know. How in the hell do you determine if that person is your ...

I feel that i write better than i speak. Not saying i'm good at writing. It's just that i'm not as bad at writing as i am in spoken words. It's no doubt a stupid thing to say to someone. Especially a girl. But i learnt that girls like guys who can make them laugh. Yeah. Even if i make myself sound stupid intentionally. It's all part of the plan. But that is sometimes. Most of the time, i sound stupid without trying. So, you don't have to mention girls, even transexuals will look at me stupid. I don't think i can ever change the way i am. I guess for some reason, i am happy with the person i am. There's no one who can come into my life & change me. Neither can they come up to me & tell me to change. Everyone is unique the way they are. Even if they are retards. Speaking for myself you know. & a few more asses like myself. This may come as a surprise to you although not to me but i haven't been sleeping that much at night. I lie in bed all ...

Yeah. It's predetermined. Love matches are set in stone. Don't go thinking the one you are with is a permanent find. No matter what, if its not meant to be, it is but just a temporary find. Before too long, she'll change her mind. If she has one. If she doesn't then she probably took a retard's one. For those down in the dumps & are stubling down life's dusty road alone, don't fret. If it's meant to be, it will happen. One way or another. I'm getting tired of this. The whole NS thing is really taking it's toll on me. It's not about the training. It never was. I'm sick of all the guys bragging about their girlfriends. I mean who gives a damn. They can be lavishing praises on her as they speak but who knows what their girls are doing at that moment. One guess is, going out with another guy. Or even better, spooning in bed with her toy. Toyboy of course. & i don't know about you guys but who in the world can think they did nothin...

I'm happy to announce that this week, my book out day is on thursday. Yay. 24 hours more than normal. I'm feeling enthusiastic already. No, really. I am. It may not sound like it but how in the world would you know my tone through these words? If you really can, i'd say you can really feel me. I would then try to make you the one i've been waiting for. Men are excluded. Fourth week. It's shaping up to be quite a week. My article for the trainee magazine was described by the incharge as sensational. I'm not sure why. Because, he edited the whole story & left like only 50% of my original work untouched. If it really was sensational in the first place, never would have made changes. That bugger. But it's fine. The things that were taken out would have put me into trouble anyways if published. I do hope though that this is the first step to me becoming a writer. A songwriter to be precise. Well in these 20 days, i've learnt quite alot actually. The exper...

I think some scores ago, I wrote about how I'm a man who doesn't complete things. It's either i drop out halfway or I don't start at all. It's a habit I've been trying to kick these past few years. Still trying. I think with being in the force, my discipline will straighten out. Cos discipline is hands down the most important thing when you become a policeman. It's even more important than having a girlfriend. But I don't follow rules. & that part of me won't change. I think it never will. Therefore I place more importance on having a girlfriend than becoming a policeman. Doesn't mean I don't like being a justice upholder though. I just like having a girlfriend more. Did I tell you how my life is full of short stints? Everything I do everytime are more often than not just for a short time. Till this day, I have no idea why. The first major disappointment would be when I dropped out of Singapore idol after the first round. It was heart-wre...