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When fate is against you, the universe will have ways of showing it to you. Prove? I have the perfect one. Remember bout the girl I've been yapping about for the last few weeks? I know it seemed like forever. But no, it hasn't been a year yet. Yeap. So, I still haven't got the chance to meet her. It's funny how I haven't even met her once while working seeing that we've been there together for like a year & almost a half. Actually it's not really that funny. Come to think of it, it's supposedly sad. She's worked there longer than me though. Said what now? I'm forgiven? Because USS is a big place? That's what I've been trying to tell you. I'm glad somebody understood my plight. You're a real friend. Of course i'll let you spend the night here. Now, how did I get to know of her existence then? Despite all my best judgements, I came to my workplace on an off day. I swear to you, that's sounds stupid. Nobody in the world w...

So I'm spoilt for choices. Actually only 2. But, the choice I make may have the biggest impact ever in my entire life. That's how significant this is. But fuck that. Who gives a shit? I do give shit for free though. I will wrap it up in a paper bag & light it up with my lighter. I will then place it at your doorstep. I will ring the bell & camouflage myself. With my special ability of being stealth, you will never find my perfect hidden viewing spot. You will smell a burning smell from inside your house & open up the door. You will then panic & open the gate. You will follow that with stomping at the mini campfire with your shoe. End of all that, you will have shit on your shoe. Free shit is the shit. No wait. Having free shit under your shoe is more of 'the shit'. I'm sorry for being gross. I don't normally do this. But being around disgustingly shameless people has affected me. It has influenced me to the extent that I don't think shit is a...

I think I wasted a year. At whitley secondary school. If I hadn't repeated my N's, I would be in poly now. As in this very second. At 3am. I mean, I knew I would never proceed to sec 5 with the attitude that I had but I just did not wanna go to ITE at that time. But it's fine. I wouldn't be who I am today if not for the time I spent there. It contributed to the makings of the now me. The noble & mature man. A new chapter will unfold in 8 weeks time. I prefer writing 8 weeks than 2 months. Because 8 weeks makes 2 months seems long. At least longer than 2 months. We could change it 60 days. It seems longer. If we wanna count hours, it'll be even better. But it doesn't matter. We can never stop the inevitable. I will be a policeman in a few months time. That's surprising. I've never really see myself in that way before. Even though I like to uphold justice, I can't really see myself as a policeman. Maybe because I like to do bad things. Crimes inclu...

Interviews are cool but I'd rather not have them. I mean they shouldn't judge us when giving a job. They should judge us after we quit. Like 3 days later. Yeah I'd rather quit than get fired. I wasn't as quick witted before though when I was working at motorola. It was only my second job so it's only natural to be fired. After three days. I haven't had a job interview in almost 2 years. The last was, of course, the current job that I'm holding. Men can be faithful to only two things. His religion & his wife. The rest are dependent on the situation. Jobs are, obviously, one of them. Therefore, I tried out for a job I've never really liked. A sales job. I've only ever worked once in that industry & that was for Walls. You know, I'll help you break down the walls. This is a different kind of wall. Or walls. This is the ice cream kind. So, like any other ice-cream job, we're required to sell the icecreams. It's tedious but it's wh...

Hope comes in a lot of forms. Mine comes in the form of a girl. How long will it stay that way? I don't know. But I feel that it's all up to me. If I make the right move, I'd go like a chess master & say 'checkmate' after 5 minutes. If I make the wrong move, which is more probable, I'd go into submission. But not without the believe that I have tried my best & that someday, someone will appreciate my annoyingly endearing ways. If I don't make a move at all, it is just typical me as I'd rather make do than make it through. Yes. That's not even a probability. That's a sure fire hands down certainty. So, as usual then, the hope proves to be falsified & I'll find something new to label as hope. But that's what keeps me going. That's motivation. I know I'm great in finding ways to motivate myself. But sometimes, I do get fed up, frustrated, and just plain discouraged about my ability to reliably manifest what I want in life...

I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad or glad or mix those emotions together & form a new kind of face expression which will most likely result in a few face palms. My face is already hideous as it is so to add that on, it would be humanly impossible to describe my face features. Now, this is quite an accomplishment. People look down on me because I'm an experienced ITE man. There are some things in life which you can't be proud of being experienced in. Especially when the time span is 4 years. Not many can succeed that feat. True, it's not possible to some but yeah impossible's not in my dictionary nor is it in my buddy's. I tore the page that had the word impossible on it. But finally though, someones giving me a chance at a diploma. I still hate NYP though. The school kinda suck. & I'm speaking from experience. I attended a module lesson there for 4 months. I know how the life there is like. & I don't really like it. It's differs fr...