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This guy said, "Look out girls. These guys look single. Well, I can see why. Heheh." It sounded funny at first. Especially the way he talked, with the rock-ish way & his laugh. I laughed as I walked away. But then I suddenly realized that the subject of that insult was me. The feeling changed. It hurts. Till now. I understand being laid with that statement. But my friend has a girlfriend. I did feel like uppercutting the guys face. But it's already so ugly, I didn't wanna disfigure it further. I can see why he got the job. As a monster rocker. He's just perfect for it. Without a guitar, we just call him monster. Well he'd better watch out at work. If I ever see him again, spraying cold jokes at me, he's gonna go home looking the same. That sick bastard. On a entirely different note though, I dreamt that Steve Austin asked me for directions to battlestar galactica last night. He was making all those signs of the movement of the coaster with his hands. I...

These last few weeks have been crazy. I've been seeing this girl alot lately. I don't know if it's coincidence or a sign. But I kinda feel good about it. It's like when Dorothy meets oz. Everythings just magical. But, I'm sure it means nothing. To her at least. She's cute you know. Well, I added her on facebook last year since she was my friends friend. What made me wanna add her is the fact that she works at the same place as I do. Except that she's on the f&b department. I know. It's the perfect combination when an attraction operator & a food & beverage-r comes together. Wishful thinking again. But it's fine. I'm too use to this. I've grown accustomed to dreaming about things happening rather than make things happen. At least I'm happy. You can never be happy in real life. Cuz reality doesn't allow it. Just like how a vampire cannot be with a human. The vampire will end up killing the human. These things happen even whe...

Since valentines day is just around the corner, it's time again for, "love advice from the worst romantic ever." I have a knack for handing out advices like they're free gifts & more often than not, they sell like hotcakes. Wait. If they're free, I'm not really selling then. To hell with that. Now, let's start. I don't know where to start actually. So i might as well don't. There'd be no end maybe. But, I do have this to say. Celebrating valentines day is against my religion. So if you see a Muslim dude celebrating outside, you have the right to give him a face jab. With a syringe. I'm giving you the permission to. Anyways, valentines not even a holiday. I still have to go to school. So, a holiday that isn't much of a holiday doesn't interest me at all. Why would you go through all the trouble of setting up a fantastic night for your girl anyways? She will never be satisfied. Girls are never satisfied. They see some other guy wi...

2011 may have barely started but it might just be a good year for me. Cuz I have money that I don't know what to do with. It's a real change I know. The last time I had such luxury was when I was 12 & that money wasn't even mine. The past three years, I've been taking money from ITE but I don't even remember where it went. But it's working out for me isn't it? Working myself tired, bleeding myself dry. I don't waste time 'lepaking' anymore, I don't smoke anymore & I don't waste money as much anymore. Time definitely is not wasted. But lately, it seems like I'm running out of time. I don't know why. I just feel that way. Maybe it's because I'm running all the time. Mentally. From what's been vexing me out for years. I never thought I'd get over some of the bad habits I have. But I did. Smoking definitely is on top on every smokers list so I'm proud. I didn't know I had such willpower. I guess it...