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What you are's not what you'll be

Ever since she left, I haven't had a motivation to wake up in the morning to go to work anymore. I know it's no big deal since I only work twice a week but I'd always get excited on those days. It was a good sign. I was actually looking forward to working. Cuz 5 days of motivationless school days were more than enough. & on days she was on off, I really did not feel like going to work at all. So I didn't go. It's been 3 months now. I kinda still feel the emptiness in my heart. I certainly have no idea why I asked to convert to a part timer. My brain must have fell asleep at that time. Nothing new actually. I'm surely gonna get fired soon. Well I asked for it. This lack of sleep's gonna be the death of me one day. I'll probably either die naturally because of sleep deprivation or I'll die of concussion because I fell asleep while walking & fall into a manhole head first. If only she's still around. I'd be wide awake at all times around...

A misfit in progress

I'm feeling proud of myself right now. It's not always that I feel this feeling. Well I was proud of myself when I managed to take a bottle of lubricating oil out of cheers without being caught. I was also equally proud when I managed to spray my name with gravity on a HDB wall although it would have been even better carving my name on a bathroom wall. & how bout this then. I managed reach twenty without having a single tattoo imprinted anywhere on my body. Those achievements as you can see are minor & juvenile achievements. These days, my achievements are more mature & highly rated. Okay. I kinda sound like a self-absorbed, self centered bitch right now. But now I know why they(bitches) do that. It feels great making myself greater than I really am. I think they should teach exaggerating in school. The world might turn to be a very sad place but it's such an awesome skill/attribute to posses. Ever since I started Higher Nitec, I've managed to do the unthink...

Permanent relief for my pain

Alot of people's been talking about the ominous 10/10/10 which is today, especially my friends on facebook with the statuses & all so, I might as well write about it. People talked about the very unlucky date 4 years ago which was the 6th of June 2006 & said how an apocalypse of some sort might happen. A small one which wont wipe out the human race but big enough to create a chaos. They, or we, also had an issue on how the 07/07/07 might turn out to be the most lucky day ever In the history of forever. Scientists also made a big deal of 09/09/09. Okay that was just me. & my buddy. We talked about my birthday. & exam date which conveniently fell on that very day. But i can say we're sort of like scientists too so the aforementioned sentence does carry some weight & significance. Back to where it we were. Where were we? Oh yeah. The stupidity of auspicious thinking. No apocalypse happened on the oh 6. No miraculous winning spree happened for any gamblers on ...

There is also beauty in the tears wept from defeat

October's gonna be a good month. That's what my pet bat told me last week. Through supersonic soundwaves. Before it made itself scarce forever. Haven't seen him since then. But who am I to be skeptical of his(it has balls. i accidentally caught a glimpse of it a fortnight ago when it flew over me wearing nothing) words? Or soundwaves? I'm just a singer. She's the world. & he's(pet bat) a homosexual. So the math my man. September was okay. But just. October's kinda looking promising. Major life turning events seems to be happening on the 10th month of 2010. To start things off, there are 4 family members of mine who'll be celebrating their birthdays this month. I know it's not a big deal but it is to them so I'll just give it the benefit of the doubt. This is a big deal though without a doubt. Pro Evolution Soccer 2011 comes out on October the 19th! Yeah. I'm really looking forward to it. It's like Hari Raya coming early, only more mea...