What you are's not what you'll be
Ever since she left, I haven't had a motivation to wake up in the morning to go to work anymore. I know it's no big deal since I only work twice a week but I'd always get excited on those days. It was a good sign. I was actually looking forward to working. Cuz 5 days of motivationless school days were more than enough. & on days she was on off, I really did not feel like going to work at all. So I didn't go. It's been 3 months now. I kinda still feel the emptiness in my heart. I certainly have no idea why I asked to convert to a part timer. My brain must have fell asleep at that time. Nothing new actually. I'm surely gonna get fired soon. Well I asked for it. This lack of sleep's gonna be the death of me one day. I'll probably either die naturally because of sleep deprivation or I'll die of concussion because I fell asleep while walking & fall into a manhole head first. If only she's still around. I'd be wide awake at all times around...