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I wrote a song about her, name it after her, listen to it every night before going to sleep & dream about her. I guess she'll just never know. Why should she care? If I had any balls at all, I'd tell her. But not in a creepy way though. Well you can't blame me. I have a knack of not sharing my inner most thoughts with people I'm not close with. I'm not sure if that's a trust issue but yeah, I've been doing that or not doing that ever since I first managed to come up with inner thoughts. It's strange but I'm sure you've heard of stranger things. Like plugging a USB cable to your belly button. With the belief that you'll be able to download your self into the computer. My friend believes in that. I just said 'of course'. On an entirely different note though, I bought a new lighter today. It has a flashlight & it glows whenever I click it. I know. It's cool. Yeah. Everytime I buy a lighter, I pledge to use it till the day I d...

I'm kinda stoked about winning a pair of tickets to the 'The Album Leaf' show tonight even though I have no idea who they are. Cuz the more important thing is, this good luck streak of 0909 continues. Maybe, just maybe, this might be the right time to ask her out. Or maybe something smaller, text her or msn with her & confess what I've been storing inside all this while. I don't know. Maybe this might be a one off thingy but I don't remember the 10th of last year being shitty. Besides, God is on my side now since Hari Raya is a few hours away. Perhaps, the good deeds I have been doing in recent years to reimburse for the the juvenile times have finally been recognized by Him. Or maybe, whatever it is He has been reserving for me is now being shown to me in phases so that I'll continue to be a good soul & be rewarded with the grand prize in the coming years as it is a sign of things to come. I'm a patient person so I'm okay with the wait. But ...

I think I've said it before but i have no obligations to say it again. I've grown too old to remember the significance of birthdays. Well the way i see it, I grow a year older at the turn of the year since it's a new year. I don't suddenly turn older on a specific day. If you're meant to be mature, you will be at some point of your life & it does not occur on your birthday. When is everybody gonna see that? I don't know maybe it's the pre 21st syndrome thats making me utter spiteful words but yes, it's gonna be the same even when I turn 46. & I'm gonna be 22 in 3 months time. It's awesome. The truth is, there's no real difference being 21 from being 20. Or 19. I still can't develop the attributes of an adult. I still laugh at peoples misfortune, I still thrive on other peoples misery & I definitely still think I can survive with just working once a week. Well, I for one think that it doesn't matter if I'm a late bloome...

When you have nothing to lose, you know you will win no matter what. That is a very inspirational line. But I only apply it when I play pokemon. I mean what else can I apply that to? With the release of the much awaited & anticipated Pokemon Black & White, the kid inside me lurks out of the shadows. Wait, what now? Since when did he hide? Ever since i started playing the pokemon yellow version, I've never found another role-playing game that's more fun or as fun as it. The truth is, no one actually tries to catch 'em all when they play the game. Only a seriously psycho kid would do that. Cuz winners like me, we beat the gym leaders & the elite 4 & or course, our assholic rival who more often than not appears out of nowhere when our pokemon party's life gauge is lower than the lowest low. Notice how I labelled my self as a winner? Yeah. That doesn't happen much. Or at all even. I'm pretty just a winner when it comes to video games. But I'm no...