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What can I do. I guess, in a way, I'm kinda lucky. Some people are born blind so they never got to see the stars, the moon, the sky, the sea & the beautiful sunset. They can only imagine how they are. But I have no regrets. I know how lovely the shining stars look like at night. I know how vast the sky is. I also know how the sun can blind someone when they look at it directly. So I'm okay with turning blind. The sad thing though is I can never see her again. I, of course, can imagine her beauty right in my head but that's about it. It's not the same as experiencing her beauty with the eye but It's better than nothing. Nothing is too good for me. That's my I'm getting nothing. See! I'm capable of making sacrifices. In your face S***** *****! I don't know why girls these days want so much freedom. It will only kill them. Or at the very least ruin their lives. I pity my parents. I'm sure they had high hopes for their babies when they were just ...

If NYP is a themepark, it will sure as hell, do better than USS. Not only is the admission free, i think it's bigger & more fun. The scenery beats them too as the place is more pleasing for the eyes. The only thing lacking are the rides. & greeters. Plus free food. & tea. What reason would someone who looks like an indonesian soap opera leading lady or a Japanese AV idol have to like me? I don't have freaking good looks or a car or money or charm or a house or every other thing other guys have. If they do, for some reason like me, I would gladly accept my fate. The only explanation for that is she's either under a spell casted by someone who has a grudge against her or she's under a spell casted by me. But it can't be the latter as I don't do that kinda thing. If I can't have her, it means it's not meant to be. I'll gladly move on with life. Besides, what good would it bring to make a girl fall in love with you by devious or inauthentic ...

'When someone leaves, someone else is about to arrive' I have no idea what it means. I guess you'll never understand a situation until you've gone through it. But word for word, that sentence makes no sense wahtsoever. How would someone know someone is coming when unless they have some psychic powers or a fantastic sense of awareness that beats spidermans spider sense? & then the next move is leaving? Words coming out of my mouth would make more sense. My English is deteriorating. This is the product of not having any English lessons for 3 years. Plus, being in an environment full of crackheads, it gets even better. I miss doing English compositions. I'd relish writing English compositions because that's the only time I can bullshit with the teachers. Most of my English teachers don't take shits from students. They have a sense of humor as much as a judge in a courtroom. They are as hard as tacks & the only way to please them is to obey them. Which ...

Some people say I'm a cold guy. Just because Im quiet. Some say I'm a violent person, who is capable of doing the most cynical of actions, just because I'm silent. Well I just have to say, if you knew me better, you wouldn't make these allegations. & the reason why you don't me better? Cuz I don't want you to know me better. Who says I accept just about anybody as a friend? & yes. I'm capable of suing for slander. I'll represent myself in court. If all goes well & fate is kind to me for once, I'll be studying at NYP starting next week on Fridays. I am long way from being there permanently & I've made do with temporary happiness so i'm good. But, it will be weird if someone I know comes up to me in the campus and asks if I'm studying there now & I say only on every other Fridays. He or she would think i'm only there to roam about. I would really rather roam about in geylang at midnight. Lorong 3. It will be my firs...

First day of school has always been rhetorical. I hope that last sentence was feasibly enough to make you enjoy sappy first days. I don't think there has ever been a first day of school that provides as much action as a hollywod action movie. Or a hollywood high school movie. Because, school is where action is at the least or minimum. Know why? No. Why? The last opening wasn't all bad. Being in a movement that helps students to bridge a bond between themselves, I understand the significance of first days. It kinda determines tge course of the school year. To tell the truth, it can make or break that very year itself. To avoid elaborating, I'm gonna pretend I'm Houdini & do a magic act. Disappear. Good year. According to my new timetable, i'm able to work on Fridays. I know. Nothing goes to my favor. Even when I go shopping. They preached 'customers are always right. That has never happened to me.

The best thing about watching soccer with company is there's actually someone who listens to your comments, no matter how crude. That is a bliss. Usually, I would make noises without thinking about the situation or the place I'm at. Prior to yesterday or I should say this morning, I haven't watched a game with a mate since last year in orchard. This wisecrack of a friend of mine was so confident that the big game, Manchester united vs Liverpool, will be broadcasted live at the macdonalds at lucky plaza. In the end, there wasn't any live broadcast & we ended up watching from outside the bar. & Liverpool lost 3-0. Not exactly an experience to take with me to my coffin but it's still great to watch a game with friends. I don't know why people don't ask me to watch a game with them. Maybe my over enthusiasm is the reason but soccer is an enthusiatic game full of eccentric people. There's nothing wrong with hurling vulgarities at the reffree in the tv...

Three years ago, I collected my highest amount of salary ever after working for 10 days. Those ten days spanned like a month. I'd always come in alternate days, going to work one day & resting on the other. I didn't have to come on weekends so my working days would be limited to as much as two days a week. It depends on the rotation. In the end, I earned 405. Fast forward, three years. I manage to break my record this month. & I only worked for 8 days. When the money came in on the 31st, march, I was surprised. Not only have I gotten enough to gain a CPF cut, I even could afford a ps3. But then I would have to live in poverty for the rest of the month. Plus my Iphone bill, that would be enough to put me in jail. I still haven gotten myself to sell the damn phone. As lousy as it is, I've kinda grown attached to it. My main plan was to buy it & then sell to get a ps3. It would be especially profitable as it could be sold at 800 dollars when I bought it for 155 onl...