Wooo

I've never had a first day of work that involves no work. 2 weeks ago,something i thought never existed, ever, happened for the first time. And then it happened again 3 days ago. I havent had a job since the authorities got harsher with licensed pen salesmen. The problem is the license was fake. But no one knew that. Some people dont really care about what charity we were helping. But some smart asses whom we approached asked for numbers and stuff for more details. It is a very profitable job you see. It may seem like a scam but everybody needs their bread and nutellla spread. I hate butter. 25 pens cost around 5 bucks but after wrapping it up in a plastic with a paper thats chopped, to make it look authentic, each pen would be sold at 2 bucks. But since it wasnt our gimmick, we could only keep a buck and hand the other buck to the 'boss'. On some days, lucky ones, we get people who donated without taking the pen. That, i would call money 'burned'. Stupid nice peopl...

The close shave i had with death, a sexy brush, kinda got me thinking. I deserve every bit of what im getting because of all the bad things i did when i was young. Even though that, i believe i wasnt that self indulgent. Or at least as bad as those selfcentered people. I would always put others before me. Example, in the past, i stole for people. Another one, whenever i stole something, i would offer others to eat first. Even if its not food. Thats selfless. I guess. But the stay at the death zone opened up my eye abit. Especially young Doctor Michelle. She is a prime, living example of selflessness. She cares about everybody, she helps everyone, she talks not only about herself(i overhead the conversations she had with her colleagues) and here's something that may not be that significant to others, she wrote her colleague's name on the shift board first before writing hers. That is awesome. She's the last of a dying breed of selfless girls. You might think she's doing ...