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In Just 365 Days, Tomorrow Will Be Last Year

I'm gonna resist the temptation to write about the new year. Everytime i talk about the new year & say how there's a different feeling about it than the past year, the total opposite happens. Like how i said last year on new years eve that i'll stop smoking & stop thinking about her. I'm just 20 feet away from my death bed & i still think of her everyday even when i'm dying. Well they say what happens on new years eve & what you the whole time till morning determines how the year will turn out for you or simply said, the course of your life for the entire year. 2 years ago on new years eve, i did bad stuffs all the way till morning & the busybodies got involved. & 2007 turned out to be quite a nightmare. Last year, i went one better. I did bad stuffs at orchard but the police werent involved & 2008 was quite enjoyable. So tonight, i'm not gonna do anything stupid & cynical. I'm staying home. All i can do at home is nothing. ...

You Know You Love Someone When You Want Them To Be Happy Even If Their Happiness Means You're Not A Part Of It

Sappy love movies are great. Its just fascinating to see how love can develop out of nothing. & in many ways at that. Even by just bumping into someone once, love can develop. But that is why i love watching them, in movies. That dont happen in real life. Or at least not always. Not to me especially. I recently bumped into one of my old buddies. He certainly looked different. I didnt even recognize him at first. I thought this might be like one of those situations where someone i dont know knows me & i'll pretend to know who he was while recollecting all the fun times i've had as i overturn every single brain cell on my brain to figure out who the hell i am talking to. Suddenly i had this vision of my old primary school buddy. The problem is their size dont match. Their face though were sorta similar. Maybe he's grown unlike me. So i asked him if he's Hong Yao. His reply was, "you remembered!". It was a wild guess but a lucky one too. I then had this s...

Life Is But A Dream

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I should stop having fast foods. They make me have frequent visits to the bathroom. But now i know why they call it 'fast food'. They go just as fast as they come. Its a really excellent name for it. Wonder who came up with the term. He must be a really impatient person. Isnt It great, there isnt any rain these last few days? Yeah. It isnt. Apparently, this is the work of the Sun sinking below the depths of the universe. This is one of the periods when you can say 'rain' without it raining almost as quickly. So no rain for three days. I do hope it rains on Christmas. A heavy, pouring one. I had one of the most memorable dreams last night.No. Its not because i actually remember about it or i actua||y had a dream but because selena gomez was in it. I dont usually have dreams about celebrities or dream at all so its kinda special i must say. I remember a decade ago when i'd always go to bed thinking i'll dream of hilary duff every night. It never happened. & i ...

What Looks Good From Far Is More Often Than Not, Far From Good

Have you ever notice how people seem to watch shows or read books about things that are missing from their lifes? Yeah. That sorta explains why i read the classifieds section everyday. My mother force me to. The winter solstice is fast approaching. Although we're not really affected by this seasonal significance, i am quite intrigued by this intriguing event. Do you know that most human beings in this world dont know what that is? Well its an annual happening which begins on the 21st where by the sun goes farthest away from the earth & basically, from us. From what i understand, the sun would dip below the horizon for three days. On the third day, which is the 24th, the stars in Orions's Belt, which is also known as the Three Kings, would align with the star of the east & points directly to where the Sun would rise on the 25th. & this would mean longer days & warmth. They also call that 24 hour period the 'longest night of the year'. I never really felt ...

Its The Way You Do The Things You Do That Made Me Fell In Love With You

A wise old man once told me in life, you only play one part in this role. A forgiver or forgetter. He said no humans in this world will forgive & forget. Its either of the two. I asked him why & he said i'll soon find out. & then he added, he's neither of the two. He went on & said "a conversation with a girl should be like a skirt. Long enough to cover the subject material but short enough to keep things interesting". He sounded like confucius handing out wise words of wisdom like they're free gifts. But i like free stuffs so i continue listening till he fell asleep due to the liveliness of our conversation. That was when i stomped off with anger. Its been months now since we had our small talk & im still contemplating on what he said. Mostly on the forgive & forget part. Yeah. Ok. I lied about the skirt part. I made that up. Made that up as in he didnt say that & that i made the whole rubbish sentence myself. Also, i lied that he'...