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Tell Me I'm Not Spending Too Much Time On Happy Endings

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I have this predilection where by i have to finish whatever it is i start. Its like an addiction really. But its a good thing, so they say. Be it a game, eating, urining or even smoking. No matter what or how the situation is, everything has to be completed completely. But one thing though in my life, that i havent finished what i started, was the humorous love story that i started way back then. There never really was ending. Or quite simply said, it didnt quite end. Maybe because it never even started? Perhaps so. Well the thing about not finishing what you started is that you'll never know the outcome of it. Sometimes, the end product might be disappointing but whats more disappointing is not knowing how, something you started, turns out. Lets say you're pursuing a crush you've been interested in for quite sometime. After months of brainstorming the possibilities, you finally decide that it is time to take action & ask her out to see a lame movie or go kayaking. She ...

My Life Was Perfect Till She...

There Are Lots Of Possible Words To Fit To The Sentence Above. Here, Below, Are A Few Choices. A)Left For Someone Else B)Died C)Shaved Her Head Bald D)Appeared E)Disappeared F)Ate Pieces Of Shit For Breakfast G)Became A Cannibal H)Talk To Herself(I Do This So I Think Its Perfectly Fine & Normal Till You See Someone Else Doing It) I Could Go On & On & Provide Up To A Thousand Appropriate Choices But Lets Just Stick With These As Its Not Gonna Change The One & Only Answer & Also, Because It Might Make It Harder For You To Choose As There's Gonna Be So Many Sensible Choices. Let me revealed the answer to you in an indirect way. Few years ago, before knowing her existence, i was an idealistic man with capacious talents & prospect. Exaggerating abit but the part about the man isnt least the bit exaggeration. I feel that i was a man when others were boys at that period. So, to cut short this whole damn story, i was practically a loser. But that was perfect for me....

Won't Go Where You Won't Be, Pretty...

A stupid girl once said that i look like a girl. What was up with her? Anyways, if i was a girl, i bet i wont be the prettiest. No doubt that 'She', will still be the prettiest. & I will be a lesbian by then. Prettiest Friend (demo) - Jason Mraz This is what I look like today And I'm trying not to pull out my hair I'm trying hard to grow it but I'm far too shy to show it back there That is probably why I like wearing hats There's no denying I'm deferring the facts Avoiding confrontation Lacks tact in a situation Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn But if you ask me The feeling that I'm feeling is overwhelming And oh, it goes to show I've so much to know I wrote this for my prettiest friend But while trying not to prove that I care I was trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away Well she can't see she's making me crazy now I don't believe she knows she's amazing how She has me holding my breathe So I...

I Can Be Lugubrious With You

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My phone's finally repaired & im back to blog like there's no yesterday. There's no link to my phone being repaired & blogging but just go along with it since i'm happy. Like they say, nothing is worth more than a thousand words than a picture. Though a paper with a thousand words can prove me wrong. I'm gonna post pictures about myself. Remember, these pictures bears more than a thousand words about me so dont hold back on having bad thoughts of me. The stairs leading to my house. Thats right. I only have stairs, no house. My balcony. Only a balcony. The stairs dont lead you here. The only way to my balcony is by jumping from my neighbors balcony on top. You only have one chance. If you miss, that's the end of your amazing life. My only prize possession. I use it for everthing. Its multi purpose. The shop keeper told me that. Thats me vommiting out something i swallowed in the morning. Till now, i dont know what it was that came out. So thats a day I...

I'm just a cold, cold hearted stone

I've never been known to excell when in comes to the fairer sex. In fact, im known to suck when it comes to them. First of all, i've always wonder why they call them the fairer sex. I gotta admit that they look fairer than me in skin terms but other than that, there's nothing fair about girls. Its not fair how they're given the term the fairer sex when they're never fair. I dont know if its me or its the way of nature that the fairer sex were never fair to me. Or is it even because i dont know how to fairly interpret fair. Would you say its fair that girls have this strange but admirable power to kill guys without even laying a single, light touch on them? For some reason, there is this girl who is killing me & she doesnt even know it. & The question of the decade is, if she actually knows she's killing me, will i die a terrible death? I've always been afraid of girls for some reason. Well the first reason is obviously stated above. The second reason...