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I Will Find A Way To You If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz One thing that this phrase teaches me is not to give up. In more than one way. Its only right especially with the predicament im in. I've been contemplating on what im gonna do for this next two months. Every minute now seems vital as im growing balder on the back of my head. Everyday the patch is spreading. But one thing good, & is not bad, that is growing, is my confidence. Having grown up with confidence as much as wild elephants living in jungles in Singapore, its only fair. Sarcasm aside, im actually gonna work on my love life & bow out a happy, loved man. Im not so good in articulating my feelings to someone so i gotta improve. & im gonna. I grew up not knowing what i wanna be. Its still an ongoing problem. But not anymore. Not in two months time, it wont. Because of the fact that i have such a short time tells me what i really want. I always lose in the affection battle. My wanting to dream of it happening, rat...

How Many Flukes Do You Have To Have Before You Stop Calling Them Flukes? & When Is It The Right Time To Finally Give Up When All This While, You've Been Hanging On? The answer to all that, i dont know. But what i do know is that life can be a real roller coaster. & I'm not talking bi-polar rollercoastering. Things had been going rather smoothly with me & my new companion of late. Been spending every hour possible with it as far as it goes. But life, being as it is, complicating, there was a problem i foresaw. Sitting in a corner in solitude was my old companion, n80, whose eyes were filled with rage & jealousy. These past 2 days, 6500 & i were doing almost everything together. We slept together We ate & drank together. We digimon battled together. We smoked together. We even make out together. Sounds like everything was going great wasnt it? Well little did i know, i was being a part of a bitter love triangle i never thought i would ever be in. I guess ...

SMART HUH? These Past 2 Days, I Got To Know 2 Things. One Was Kinda A Good Thing. The Other Was Not Really A Bad Thing But It Wasnt So Good. First Things First. The Good Thingy. So, Yesterday, I Received A Text Message From Nokia Asking Me To Collect The Phone That I Won. It Wrote There I Won A Nokia 6500. Of Course, Me Being Me, I Dont Really Care What I Win Just As Long As I've Actually Won Something. Even If It Was Just Toothpaste Or A Container Full Of Nails. The Bottomline Is I'm A Winner. I Wasnt Exactly Sure How Expensive A 6500 Is But I Dont Care. Its Gonna Be Sold Anyways No Matter What Phone It Is. I Dont Know I Think Prefer To Carry Like 100 Dollars In Cash Rather Than Carrying 2 Handphones Although We Do Have 2 Hands. So Thats The Good Thing I Got To Know. Good To Know. The Second Thing That Was Not So Bad But Aint So Good Either Was I Had To Pick Up The Phone From This Building In Alexandra Road Where I've Never Been To Before. I Have Been To Alexandra But I...

A few weeks ago, i wrote about how unlucky i've always been. Well there was a remarkable turnaround last week. The first sign of big things to come is of course, a small sign to indicate there's more from where that came from. So the first lucky thing that happened to me last week is that i found a pack of cigarette. Laying face down on a bench. Nobody, who walked pass the bench, seemed to care. I mean it was clearly visible & too obvious to be left unseen. Maybe the others thought it was an empty pack. That thought crossed my mind too but i had this feeling that this 101th time of opening a pack of opened cigarette box that isnt mine, would be worthwhile because so far, for the last 100 time, my efforts had proved futile as the box were usually empty. After a few minutes of thinkin, i decided to give it a shot. So i dragged myself hesistantly to the bench & picked up the box. Suprisingly but not really to my suprise, the box felt heavy. Even though it was marlboro ligh...